A love letter...

Dear *you*,

I've come to realize a few things about our situation. The first being that you are your own worst enemy. Until you can recognize that things will not get any better until you change- nothing will be right in your world. It all starts with YOU!!!!! If you continue to be as you are and do the things that you always do, you will continually end up with the same results each and every single time. Its 2009- a time for CHANGE. Second, it has become quite clear to me that if you do not want to be with me by now- you do not want to be with me period. We have been at this thing here for almost 6 months now. I am ashamed that I have allowed this game go on for this long. It seems that you want all of the perks and benefits of a relationship without the committment and that shit is DEAD to me. I've had enough. So please remove yourself from my world. I am better off alone then apart of this soul draining circle we seem to be in right now.

Now do not get it twisted. I am not upset with you. I do not hate you. I have no regrets-in fact, I care very much about you and I wish that we could be together. I am just tired. Plain and simple, it is now time for me to LET IT GO and move on. You were a very special person in my life and I will always cherish the moments we had. I am glad that we had the chance to get to know one another and share so many wonderful moments together. It saddens me to see all of the potential that was there for us to have something great going to waste. I guess this is just not our time. Maybe, we've completed our couse. Who knows what the future holds for us, but for now this is my goodbye and farewell.

I Will Always Have Love For You!

*Awesome*

** Currenly Listening To:

Did You Ever Love Me- by Deborah Cox

Heartfelt conversations we had every single night,

lying in bed together,

So why would there ever be a breakdown in communication,

And I'm just wondering was that the warm and fuzzy feeling

Those good old days seem like so long ago

I thought you cared about me then, but now I don't know

Was there ever really love at all in your heart

Was there ever really love at all

Did you ever love me

I wanna go back, way back to the beginning when we could rely on each other

Oh, I felt like a goddess floating on a cloud. why'd you have to bring me down

With all this pain and disappointment, confused and bitter, brokenhearted With all the mysteries and my love memories

Those good old days seem like so long ago I thought you cared about me then,

but now I don't know

Was there ever really love at all in your heart

Was there ever really love at all

Did you ever love me

I painted this perfect picture of you and me in my head

I sacrificed my mind, body, and soul

you showed me you didn't care

Now did you ever stop and think about how you made my life a living hell

It's so hard believing that you would treat me like this

Now I'm questioning over and over

Did you ever love me? did you ever love me? Tell me baby, baby, baby, baby

Was there, was there ever really love?

Was there ever love at all?

Did you ever love me?

I need an answer cause once this problem's solved I can finally resolve and get over you

I need an answer cause once this problem's solved I can move on, oh yes Did you ever love me?

(pic curtesty of http://www.moistworks.com/images/art_heartbreak.jpg)